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Today! And hair plans.

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 27, 2008, 5:21 PM
I was totally fucking hyper today. xD

I used to like my Global teacher, but now she's a bitch to me. Whatever. She can suck it for all I care. Hmph. But she actually said to me today that she considered, for real, me being put in a mental hospital. No jokes. Is that offensive or what? Atleast she lets us get away with swearing in that class. And being late. Ahah...hah.

Then there was advisement. Me and my friend Justin started writing band names all over the board. It started out when I wrote Mindless Self Indulgence in big letters. Then he wrote a band name. Then I did. Then he did. And so on. The bored was COVERED. It was amazing. That's a ritual me and Justin have, I swear (writing on the board at the beginning of advisement), but today was just insane. Alex came in at passing time and took a picture, yay! I'll have to put it on myspace. Alex got a new camera, too. I used it until the battery died. :P But yeah. Before that happened I got a cute pic of me and him. I'mma put that on myspace too. xD

Anyway. Justin's girlfriend and me argued pretty badly for a while. Some chick told her that she heard or whatever that me and Justin were going out. And even tho' he's hot, and I totally would xD, we AREN'T. I don't like to mess around with people who are taken mmmkay? That's how baby mamma drama starts!! No really, it's bad. But then we both were over it after about 15 minutes anyway so whatever. xD But then she interogated me about this whole thing with this girl named Patty. I'm not even to talk about THAT story, it's way too long. But either way Justin was behind her mouthing what he thought was good answers to me. xD You guys have no idea how bad I was trying not to laugh. It was shit like "Has she ever called him? Does she know his number? Has he ever called her?" and so on. Wow, protective. *rolls eyes*

Alex wants to come over. I'm not sure I'm in the mood for him. If we're together too long, we really do attack eachother. That happened last time. Oh that reminds me! Did I ever talk about the time I stabbed him in the head? Accident, I swear. I found a knife in my room (don't ask) and was looking at it. I pointed it at his head, 'cause he wasn't facing me, he was looking at the computer. Then suddenly he leaned back really fast and it.....went in his head.

....moving on.

I wanna redo my hair. I want bangs. And brown hair. That sounds nice. Maybe it'd look better on me. AND AND I'm gonna get raccoon tails on one part of it. xD Justin told me that's what they're called. He better be right otherwise I sound like a fucking idiot.

yeeeah.

I'm done now. Bye.

  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: suicide notes and butterfly kisses -- atreyu
  • Drinking: water

I don't know why but....

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 25, 2008, 8:29 PM
I feel like I'm gonna throw up O_o;;
Ew
Last time I threw up was in 5th grade. In school. >_>

My mom made me switch my myspace orientation to straight. XD She doesn't want the fam to know that I'm bi I guess. Plus, my default is of me and my friend Sam. She's like, "with you putting that on there people are gonna think you two are going out blahblahblahblahblah"

Like I'd go out with anyone. xD I'm too much of a bitch. Plus I can never stick with one person. Does that make me a whore? I've been called one. Or maybe it just means I haven't found my special someone yet Oo

Honestly I don't know what I'd expect out of someone. I have high standards but I don't even know what they are. Isn't that fucked up?

And then, I'm afraid of falling in love....that's why the rockstar life would so suit me.

Ew, will I be one of those lonely career-obsessed freaks?

I don't know why I'm thinking about this. I was just kindasorta watching a romance movie tho so that may have something to do with it.

*has way too much emotional baggage* ugh

I'm in a bad mood now. >> I'm gonna go to bed.

didnt post my ToC journal yet....but i will. hopefully tomorrow. it's really long at the moment xD;

  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: untitled finale -- atreyu
  • Drinking: water

HOLY FUCK I'M ALIVE BITCHES!

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 19, 2008, 8:19 PM
Yeah. Fell off the face of the Earth for a while there, but I am now finally back.

The art groove is returning, but Iunno when to say there'll be new art up. Soon, tho'.

I have finally stopped neglecting the internet! XD

I've just been having a lot of personal issues going on lately. They're just about gone tho' now that I've sorted things out.

I've come to the decision that next summer I wanna stay up in NYC =_= I can't follow the lifestyle I want in the fucking boonies (aka where I live). IMMA SCENE GIRL DAMMIT! PARTY PLZZZZZZ!

*cough* Sorry.

I'm LJ 'ventually about my issues cuz I wanna. >_> For now.... I'm catching up on everything I neglecting Dx.

  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: kill the music -- every time i die

There's no beauty in bleeding mascara.

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 9, 2008, 3:23 PM
Digiposter — Mindles Self Indulgence

Random title, yeah.
It's a lyric from a song by Atreyu. :] I'mma see them in concert, yesssss. <3

Talkin' bout the Taste of Chaos tour, sir. Smexy lineup this year :D, 'cept I don't know the Jrock bands or Idiot Pilot. Will I have to fix that. I usually like to know atleast one song of every band that I'm listening to. Maybe it's just my OCDness, who knows....

Wow, dA feels so strange to me now. Oo I'm so not used to it anymore.

The art life has unfortunately died, folks. I'm sorry. Lately all I've been obsessing over is music music music and that's it. I keep thinking about the future and I just want it to hurry up and get here already. Grawr. Stupid school and stupid town, neither are helping me get towards my goal. :/ That makes me angry, sir.

Lately I have been singing singing singiiiiiing XD I wanna be the best singer I can be. I even bought a Singing for Dumbies book >_> *cough* shaddup.

I've also been thinkin' bout my hair lately. xD Cut it again. Got bangs now. >:]

dunno what i'm gonna do to the color, but have ideas.

I think I'mma make it bleach blonde with turquoise. or pink. nnnnnnnnnnot sure.

anyway, i'm done. ._. nyah.

. :: * :: .
I'mma start doing the whole friend thing here. XD I'll start with RL friends and do the other ones laturr. ;D bai!

Best Fwend in RL: :pointr: :iconsgntpper:

RL Fwendz: :pointr: :iconpmaggs: :iconxsexyxtemarix: :iconnoa748:
  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: bleeding mascara -- atreyu

Quizzle yah quizzle yah~

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 22, 2007, 9:12 AM
Digiposter — Mindles Self Indulgence

xD My compy life is dieing.

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Preform at a concert
2.) Be on tv/in a magazine
3.) Have my own clothing line ;o

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Bry
2.) Ebby
3.) Kiwi

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) Auderecrai
2.) Ebberz
3.) Aubrilicious

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) Face XD
2.) Hair
3.) Legs ;o


Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Polish
2.) Scottish
3.) i forgot the rest XD

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Hairspray xD
2.) Spiders
3.) Escalators that go down

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Music
2.) Jewelry
3.) Straightener

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) booty shorts
2.) underwear xD
3.) white tank top with different colored music notes all over it 8D

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) porcelain and the tramps
2.) mindless self indulgence
3.) the medic droid

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) "fuck like a star" - porcelain and the tramps
2.) "shake it" - rediscover
3.) "fer sure" - the medic droid

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) love
2.) to be able to joke around/be myself
3.) to be fiesty with eachother (i get off on arguing with people xDD)

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) my room is always a dump
2.) my little bro can play ddr
3.) i'm a narcissist

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) eyes
2.) hair
3.) clothes (this is usually how i notice people in the first place--if they're wearing something and i like it, i'm bound to notice them more often and yeah)

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) listening/singing to music
2.) playing ddr
3.) going to the mall xD

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Take a shower
2.) Play DDR
3.) go to the mall

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Vocalist/Musician
2.) Fashion Designer
3.) Model

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) London
2.) Austrailia
3.) Japan

Three Names You Like:
1.) Zeph
2.) Stephen
3.) Ava

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I love clothes
2.) I love makeup
3.) I love jewelry ;o

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I skateboard
2.) I like hoodies?
3.) I play videogames!
(iunno if the last two are actual stereotypes xD;..)

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
1.) mekofreokgrr
2.) f345y64unmje54h
3.) frregtehgstgk,tudt

  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: Shake It - Rediscover